I've taken of the patch of cloth and kept all that was hers in a box..

I have to move on, because school won't let anyone grieve for long.... homework just became too great a pressure... people just don't get it.. just because i am a great grand child does not mean i do not feel it as much as anyone else.. i happen to love her more then certain family members do..

i may look happy now.. i may joke and laugh but inside I'm still crying...


she was cremated on sunday...
on that day one of my grand uncles burst into tears and was inconsolable...
i have never seen him cry in my life..
her ashes were collected on monday and i just wish that was the end of it..

but it isn't...


I'm really grateful for all those who have really stood by me these few weeks... i really appreciate all the help and support you guys gave me... I will never forget what you guys have done for me...


"To Where You Are" - Josh Groban

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Hello!
Navi to the right!
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