oh my god...

she died this morning...



she wasn't supposed to go this soon.....

oh my god oh my god oh my god

why?!?!? i just saw her on monday!!! omg why?? why!!!!! why now?... she was supposed to hold on for a while yet....

early this morning get a call..
she died.. in her sleep... few minutes before the call..
i cried for hours and hours

i miss her so so so much.. mum said she waited to see us then she died.. i was the last one in my family to hug her.... i miss her so much.... i'm the only greatgrandchild who really knew her.. the rest are all too young... they will never taste her cooking or have her take care of them.. she took care of me when i had high fever..

she's lying in a casket just downstairs... in the void-deck of my grand aunt's flat... on her coffin there's a plaque:
Mdm Chan Eng Neo
Departed 28/9/05
Aged 100 years

She's a 100! and i'm 16! thats why it's so special....

they used my the picture, the one with her and me in it for the funeral.. i remember that picture... but she didn't have to go... not now...

i still went to school.... its what she would have wanted.. even when my great grand dad died she still expected my mum to go to school... thats why i went...every spare moment i have to think, my mind drifts back to her... and i just cry... i miss her so much.. she was the only one my mum has.. and now she's gone..we were all planning to visit every week but she didn't even make it one more week...





cho cho... i love you.. and i want you to know i miss you... so so much... you're the only one that mattered to me... and i know you'd want me to go on.. but now its just so hard..

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