4eva

Monday, September 26, 2005

why is this happening?

why have so many been taken away from me...

she's dying,
she's dying

and there's nothing anyone can do about it

its going to be so hard... but why must it be this way? its a very special year for us... and she has to go... its only a matter of time.. how am i going to cope? school, obligations, the grief.... seeing her, i can't stop crying.. and this is only the first stage... what will it be when it comes to the end...

you,
i'm glad i gave you up.. but i can't let you go.. i suppose what they say is true.. that you're another's... but i can't ignore all that u have been doing.. if i thought you capable of it i would say you were trying to make me jealous..trying to see my reaction... but i don't think your mind works that way...

why so many taken? why now? but she means more to me then you do.. so i shall give you up... its too bad.. you never made your move.. someone is dying and i will never see her again..

I will miss you always.. you look so thin and wasted away.. its painful to watch... i .... i just wish...

6:47 PM

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